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How's your life now?

How’s your life now? One question that made me realize how fast my life had changed in almost every aspect. It turned out into a difficult question to me. Twelve years ago I saw a girl in a sweet white dress. I stared into her innocent eyes, she stared back to me as if she was sending a code through her eyes. I couldn’t understand. Did she screamed? Cried? Or shared a happiness? Till her eyes broke into a tears. She was scared, felt discriminated, confused where she was belong to, she lost her self in a very young age. Nothing to hide. She screamed but no one heard. She definitely belong to nothing. Stood on herself. Ignored by the universe. Six years ago I found the same girl. She had gown up. Same dress, different color. Red. It could be blood, or ink. Almost nothing fat left on her body. Skeleton. She must be sacrified to get what she had now. She had a disease. Something that she made it by herself. A disease that made her obsessed about beauty. No one realized,

Together in Loneliness

The first thing that we search each time we open our eyes in the morning is our cell phone. We are connected to the world through it, connected to our world. Our lives depend on it. It’s a little thing that have a huge psychological impact on us, including the way we construct our self-concept and make an interaction with others. Social interaction is a dynamic relation between one and another human. Meaning, perception, even social structure created by social interaction. Social interaction happen when we two people meet and having a conversation, discussion, or fight and hit each other. The activity where there are an action and reaction between two people or more. As the technology born, the way of social interaction change gradually. It divided into two ways. An interaction that happen in real life happen in real time and space with real people, and an interaction that happen through our gadget, technology, internet, an “illusion world”. Everything are different in illusion w