Saat tubuhku terbaring tapi rohku terbang dan melompat dari satu ke awan lainnya..
Saat aku sedang duduk di hadapan api unggun, tapi jiwaku ditarik mundur ke waktu lampau, membuatku membuatku terpecah dalam dua waktu yang berbeda dalam ruang yang sama..
Saat ia muncul, suaraku ditarik ke ruang yang jauh, dan diputar kembali di waktu yang berbeda..
Saat aku sedang menatap diriku sendiri yang terjebak di belakang cermin..
Saat pikiranku perang hingga terpecah menjadi dua blok, salah satu di antaranya lari ke dimensi yg membuatku tak sadar, membuatku terjepit di antara keadaan sadar dan tidak sadar..
Ketika mataku, telingaku, pikiranku menipu, aku larut dalam dimensi palsu yang dikonstruksi dengan begitu nyata, aku berhasil diliciki pikiranku sendiri..
Hingga pada akhirnya aku tak pernah tahu, aku kah yang mempermainkan seluruh ruang dan waktu? Pikirankukah? Atau justru aku yang selama ini menjadi objek permainan mereka?
Turn Your Dream into a Fiction I write down almost every single dream that I had in the night since I was about nine or ten years old. Why? Basically because I had a nightmare at that moment, and I kept remembering it, then I decided to write it down on my diary. But then I addicted to write more and more. Our dreams that we had in the night in our sleep, are amazing, and unlimited. Full of emotion and sensation, give us a great ideas, even tough sometimes they make us cry in the morning, or frightening. Some people believed that every single dream have a special meaning. I continue to write down my dreams because I enjoyed to read it back again. Sometimes they are associated to each other, sometimes it just a weird and doesn’t really has the “Heart”, but sometimes it could made my throat even felt the heartbeat. Mostly, my dreams didn’t really had a main character, and it was like an incident lead by another incident, but didn’t really had a climax, or the real story. That’s why I ...
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