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Aku Takut

Hal terbodoh yang kulakukan adalah membakarmu dari hidupku Menghilangkan seluruh bau badan dan bekas langkahmu Hanya satu hal yang tersisa Secarik surat yang tersimpan entah di mana Hingga suatu malam, suatu surat dari masa lalu datang Ia menceritakan kembali perjalanan lamaku bersamamu Betapa dungunya aku saat itu Dan betapa hinanya kau Setiap kata mengupas kulitkku Mengoreknya secara perlahan Bait demi bait Membuka luka lama yang hampir pulih Surat itu tidak utuh Karena ingatanku pun hanya separuh Ingatan manis seolah terhapus oleh ketakutanku sendiri Ia menguap bersama detik Lukaku terbuka sedikit demi sedikit Hanya luka yang terbuka Obatnya hilang Senyum dan cintanya juga hilang Aku takut melupakanmu Dan menggantikanmu dengan apa yang kupikirkan Otakku terlalu jauh mengelabuiku Hingga kesadaran akan momen-momen tergeser jauh dari kebenaran Aku takut ingatan tentang kau akan terganti Oleh liciknya otakku yang membohongiku tentang siapa kau Sayangnya ...

Diskusi Film Festival: Make Your Own Idea

Pada 8 Desember 2015, Cinematography Club, Fakultas Ilmu Komunikasi, Universitas Padjadjaran (Unpad) mengadakan Diskusi Film Festival (DFF) di Bale Santika, Unpad, Jatinangor. DFF kali ini mengangkat tema Make Your Own Idea  dengan Anggun Priambodo yang merupakan Sutradara Pendatang Baru Terbaik Anugerah Film Indonesia 2014 sebagai pembicara. Acara ini memutarkan beberapa film festival yang cukup menarik, yakni Tokek (2010) dan Di mana Saya?  (2008) yang merupakan karya Anggun Priambodo, Sendiri Diana Sendiri  karya Kamila Andini, Kisak Cinta yang Asu  karya Yosep Anggi Noen, serta  The Fox Exploits The Tiger's Might  karya Lucky Kuswandi. Sendiri Diana Sendiri merupakan film pendek produksi BABIBUTA yang mengangkat isu soal poligami. Diana, yang diperankan oleh Raihaanun, digambarkan sebagai ibu rumah tangga yang hidup mengurus suami dan anaknya selama 24/7. Diana menjadi simbol idealnya seorang ibu rumah tangga pada kacamata kebanyakan masyarakat d...

My First: Day and Night (Bandung)

Months ago, I met a men He asked me, what I want to do in my life? I said I used to have  dream to be a documenter, living in nomadic way, always moving, changing Then he asked me again, when? I said I don't know, maybe when I'm graduated from journalism, but the problem is in journalism I don't learn how to be a documenter, that's why I joined cinematoghraphy club, but I never completely learn everything . I learn to write a script, be a sound girl, but I can't be anything at once. He told me that the dream will always be a dream if we always delaid it, and it'll be a thousand  of redason coming to not reach it. He asked me to do something, to make a documentary of my own. Though, I didn't do it. Until a week ago, I had a camera in my hand, and I was lost in Braga, then I remember what he told me. I shot everything that I saw. I always love to see human behavior, what makes them smile, cry, mad, the emotion, and everything around it. ...

Life is an essay, not a choice

One of my friend told me that life isn’t a choice, but it’s an essay. You’re a writer of that essay. You have the power of your pen to write down what you’re going to do, to be, lived, whatever you want. You can be whoever you want. Write down your character, the places that you’re going to travel, do what you want or in order to get what you want. Leave what you don’t like and need. Everything are as that simple. Some of us, often, do what people want us to do, wear what people want us to wear, and become the person just to be welcome in your community. That’s not a wrong things to do. People tend to have a lot of faces in order to adapt and survive. But become something that you want neither a wrong thing as long as you hurt no body. Well, even if you do hurt somebody, it’s isn’t my problem to be true. But I won’t hurt someone just to get what I want. There is something called mutualism, but I wont talk about it here. Working a job you hate So we can buy shit we don’t need...